This is what I have been learning for the past month, that I need God to unwind who I hype myself up to be. And though God has commissioned me to do certain things for Him, it doesn't mean I get to do them right away. Like after Samuel anointed David, he went back to tend sheep and patiently waited for His timing. I am willing to wait upon the Lord and let God take care of things. God undo me, humble me, teach me, and correct me. Here I am, I will go and do and say and think what is pleasing to You. Have grace and mercy on our growing family. Help Phill and I to renew our spiritual lives every day, and help us to be parents who reflect how much we all need Jesus. Be with our children, our children's children etc etc. I ask for Your salvation on my children and family. In Jesus' name. AMEN.
